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Saturday, February 13, 2010

It's been a very long time since I last blogged. So many things have happened since that faithful August.

Poof*.. and almost half a year have flew past us. Though in the army really makes the time slow, and unbearable, but I must still admit that time does fly fast. Just look at blogger. I believe it was here since I was like primary school, and till I am in the army, it is still here. Similarly, many of my different friends and acquaintances that I have made, have also branched out on different paths in pursuit of each of our dreams.

It's the eve of CNY. As I take my long awaited chance to surf the net for past memories, I feel a certain sense of nostalgism. It's only now 361 days to my long awaited ORD. What will the future hold? The future is one that is filled with promise, and at the same time, fear. Promise because of the many things that we will embark on that will fulfil and enrich our lives. Fear because we only know what we want to see at the end. We do not know how the path to there will look like. What treacherous obstacles await us? One can only hope for the best.

5 years. A GCE 'N' level student time taken to complete his or her 'O' levels. it's neither short nor too long. Or should I rephrase, depends on how one look at things. Seeing people I know boarding that "steel bird" to fly off to attempt to fulfil their dreams, make me think and try to predict how things will be like when it comes to my turn. The family, friends, and most importantly, my love, that I will be leaving behind certainly bring tears to my eyes. I keep trying to psycho myself that I will be able to experience new things, new culture and sorts. But as all economics educated people, one will know that every action will have an opportunity cost. Is this cost too much for me to bear? I dunno. In our blind pursit of personal glory, do we forgo all these important kinship?

That question, I will never have the answer. Life is so puzzling. But it is because of this than it wii have its beauty. 2010,2011,2012,2013,2014, and beyond, here I come!

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