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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
SO many things have happened over a period of 1+ months.. Sometimes, I wish that my life weren't so happening.. Too much already. Too much disappoinment. Too much Sadness. Is this my fate?? Many a times, I ask secretly to the stars shining brightly at night whether are they too mean. To bless me with such a "wonderful" life. 5 years of hardship.. that's what I am looking at. I don't even know how this 2009 will turn out to be. Will it end properly?
What is happiness? I don't even noe already. Mayb I am too used to being a failure that I am numb when it comes to happiness. I dont even noe whether did this word ever live in my life?? Even if it did, it must just be a brief spell. What to expect? I dont even noe how my life will turn out to be. On the surface, it may look like I have everything. But the truth is that I am running on empty. People have happy thoughts to look back on and push forward. For me, I have only sadness to look back and be emo. When did I actually smile from my heart?? It seems that my face and my heart must be totally disconnected already.
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When Will I Be Brave Again?? out
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