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Friday, September 19, 2008

Its been a long time since I wrote an entry. Almost 1.5months le..

Hmm.. I dunno what to really write.. Sometimes we just wonder bout the future. Mr Toh, my econs tutor told me and han wei, or actually the whole class something meaningful and fulfilling. Yea.. it was real reassuring to hear what he said. It gives 1 hope in the face of hardship.

Just feel that somethings r actually more complicated than they look. But for now. I just wanna do my own stuff. It's the last time things r gonna take a form n the most important time. That brings me back to another point bout what Mr Toh said too. There's already enough materials for us to achieve what we want. It's whether can we utilize these materials well enough. Life is so full of uncertainties. Looking back, we will find many a times that we say if we had done this mayb this will happen and when it happens, mayb this will happen. There's always a upwards spiral of desires by many. But ultimately what fuels these wants are bcos of human nature of consuming something that is limited. Would u want b sastisfied with just having lights?? No. We will only b sastisfied of money was aplenty and success and fame came. The innate desire of every1. Just that some life-changing experiences have led many to b sastisfied for happiness. Than again what is happiness?? We all expect greats. Achieving great successes that will make us famous. But have 1 ever wondered the euphoria of achieving something is just that few hours, days or weeks. After a while, when the dust has settled, when every1 move on with their lifes, will 1 look back and still marvel at ur hard-earned success. Mayb I am talking nonsense. but than if 1 earns that much of money is he considered successful and happy?? The grass on the other side is always greener. 1 cannot deny the fact that we want to keep consuming. Endless wants, like econs always say.

In reality, setting high standards and expectations can b a driving force. Something so prevalent in our society now that many stop at nothing for fame, success and riches. B it a young boy or girl starting sch to a aged old man or woman, they all want to b the best. It's the competitive nature of humans that drive individualism, selfish thoughts, jealousy and even in most extreme cases, revenge. Every1 have their own perspective. Wat they want n wat they do not.

Hmm.. it would b nice if we knew bout the future. Life's a stage. How true that is. We are all just like actors after material gains like every puppet of this globalised world that demands more and more. It's such an irony that why man hate sufferings, but r willing to go to large extents to achieve. I can nvr understand that flaw in man.

Random thoughts: It's the 300m mark already.. Where r u?? Mayb it's time to do some self-reflection 1st. Cos who cross the finishing line is the result that every1 will rmb and not in which part of the race who took the lead.

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When Will I Be Brave Again?? out
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