your title here

*me *
# xiaoyu
# 18 yrs old
# blah blah

*mood swings *

your mood here

*wishlist *

~~:: watch harry potter 3 ::~~
:: finish my revision ::
:: good results ::
~~:: be PMS ::~~

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Hmm.. seems like been a long time since I came to write something. These few days been fine.. HHas.. Just a random thought like just comparing my last time life n now.. Just noted down some differences. Hmm.. Like last time always emo and sorts, nowadays dunno wat is really emo. Mayb no time to tink bout it?? I also not sure.

Today also had my 800m. Well.. not much to say.. Dint expect the standard to b dat good. Like even if I did my PB I also not near the top16. Mayb Rama was just trying to make me have hope 2 months ago. But dunno why this time like no feelin. After the 800m like just yea.. it's over.. Gosh.. Mayb I have really matured le?? Like able to handle defeats and let it go easily. Well, not exactly that I have always been the last 1 standing in many things that I do.. Perhaps I was born as such. Failures must experience. I rmb likeJ1 that time so passionate n wanna do things to their best and nvr felt happy until I achieved. But as time pass, I dunno whether is bcome more mature or bcome more afraid and timid. Am I a moust at heart?? Something for me to find out...

There are 2 more events left for me. 4x400m n my 400m hurdles. Well the latter is my forte and if that I screw up or dint make the finals, I tink I will b sad. Having said that, I just only wish to leave with a bang. As wat people always want to leave with an impact left. Mid years was terrible.. hmm.. just have to go from strength to strength and c how things will end up.

Random thoughts: How time flies.. Life is so unpredictable.. It's beautiful yet scary.. Something like a scary beauty. Wat an irony..

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When Will I Be Brave Again?? out
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