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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Today's the 22nd April..

As I am typing this entry, my hands are shaking and I am seriously loss.. Just slightly less than 24hours more.. Now's 7pm n I don't noe wat else I can do.. I seriously cannot focus on anything. Hmm.. sleep early n c how tml.. I just discovered something on monday and not sure whether it will b of use tml. I hope it will b. Don't let that b just a facade to lie to me.. Give me the strength my friends and loved ones.. For without u all, I cannot do it alone. It's something of the story of the underdog, but isn't that kind of stories that make people smile and feel glad that the underdog has achieved more than wat he was expected to. I am the underdog now.. I noe it myself. But as wat coach said. U have put in the exact amount of hard work as so many others, there's no need to b afraid as things will work themselves out fine and U fear no1 cos it's only u that will determine alot things. How true does that sound ya.. Although it's by a long shot, but I am willing, can the gods above bless me too??

I am not sure wat else to say at this juncture but that alot of the past and things. This is not just something that I run for personal pride. But so many things hinges on this. The ex X-country team2007. My family. My friends and ultimately myself. I am gonna fill my head with positive thoughts now as the day approaches. After like 1 month or so.. the day is finally here n I wish that the results wont disappoint me.

Royston said to me on Monday that after every race, the next day I will always look so emo.. Let this time I can say that within this 2 years I have achieved something. Last year this x-country was memmorable be it for J1s or J2s. All of us look to achieve n take something away from the event, but it just dint bcome a realisation. After a long 365days wait, the chance is here again. The chance to make ammenmants. The chance to redeem myself. The chance to do something great. Life dont look so smooth sailing but I noe this is something that is within my ctrl. Something that I can strive for. I hope for the best. Not only for me but for the rest of my team..

Eugene to win his personal medal and probably giv d'cruz a scare.
Mugi to achieve something that I noe he is capable but up to chance
Jinkee to join track after giving a good display =D
Ben to break his PB and b a good pace setter or probably achieve more
Hikal to unleash his potential that I noe he has..

Random thoughts: Till tml.. the day where I will rmb for a long long time.

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When Will I Be Brave Again?? out
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