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Saturday, April 12, 2008

Still have e-learning siah.. -.-''' sianz sianz.. SO busy and busy these days but I feel even more slack n unmotivated. Haiz.. how to b with so much happening that's not really good. Hmm.. Just sad and depressed.

Hhas.. today had training n I tink must b yesterday's emoness fuelled me to pia siah.. more than 1 minute of improvement lolx.. Yea.. coach say mayb can challenge for top 20 ^__^ something I am sure I will b over the moon about. Than after training take a bus to toa payoh hub and saw SUPERBAND auditions lolx.. Hhas.. cing those cool punks singing and rocking their hearts out. Army men singing and jamming and even sch girls and aunties trying their luck XD Was real nice lol.. I tink I stayed and watched for 1hr. Nvr c all these auditions in person b4 siah.. Hope Singapore can really take music to another level. Really tired now siah.. Dunno whether I am gonna slack and rot. Hmm.. I dunno.. Just a little sianz now. It's like life is not proceeding as well as expected. Rmbing all those childhood days where scoring band 1s and playin computer games could make 1 happy but not now.. Now it seems that many want more and 1 bcome increasingly dissatisfied. The line between grandted things and work hard for things is so blur. I dont even noe whether sometimes I am demanding for too much. The pain of growing up..

It seems that when u bcome older, u bcome increasingly sad. =S dunno isit just me?? But somethings I c really makes me smile. I just feel that as long as it comes from within and no matter what u look like physically, people will b moved by who u're. Yea.. whenever I c an example of that in people, I will just feel so happy for them. Like if life could b so innoncent. Something that I wonder will ever happen to me. Cos I always wanted it since when I was young. Gosh.. I just repeated my old habit of dunno what I am saying. =S Hhas.. Sometimes a smile is a curve that makes everything straight =) as quoted by keet =)

Yeapz. so meaningful hor that line. I also dunno where she gets those lines de lol. XD SO philsophical.

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