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Sunday, April 20, 2008
I am having mixed feelins now. Like wanna do things but no mood. I dunno why.. My mind is just so loss. That 15mins plus. I so wanna do it. It's like it's so near. I can almost taste it. Be it triathalons or watever, I noe I can do it. But reality and dreams sometimes is just a hairline fracture away. Last training tml and we will c how on wednesday. This weekend I like can't do anything. I rmb last year. Kang seng, Rama, Jia Zheng, Andrew, Wen Ze, Eugene and Mugi.. All the tears. Yea.. this year will it b tears of joy.. Will I b able to cross that finish line and jump onto my elated trackmates and bask in the enjoyment of doin something that I will live to rmb for all my life. The competition is gonna b intense. Real intense. I can almost feel the cut throat feelin that all the rest will have. I noe my mistake. The starting part is okay.. Till entering the boy's filter that I have to endure and last through. Than the 2nd part of boy's route till Evo garden. Than the upslope have to whack. Than coming in to the straight have to gear up. I tink tml I will b doing some endurance work in the morning 1st. Tell PE teacher that I gonna run to feel the thing 1st. Hmm.. hopefully he allow me. Than I will mental all the way. It's all bout the mental I tink. So wish me luck my lucky stars.
it's gonna b hard. But the victory will b even sweeter. Something that is testament to who I am.. Everything that can b done is done, now it's up to me to achieve it. just a mere 50secs to confirm. A mere 50SECS. Some top class sprinters say it's only about 400m to them. The 400m.. How close is that... Imagine me keepin that stride all the way.. Hmm.. Let's see how tml..
Random thoughts: 3 nitez and 2days...
When Will I Be Brave Again?? out
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