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Friday, April 25, 2008
Yeapz.. 23rd has passed and today's the 25th. Hmm.. how to say lei.. 23rd April, I guess the weather really just described how I felt and I am sure althought the guys dint say anything, they must have felt the same way thing too.. I don't know whether to feel sad or not actually.. Cos this year like did everything that I could. Perhaps the last 1km could have handled it better like chionging like siao.. But will that really help?? I mean the standard this year was really high. Yea.. I guess I am disappointed. But I really dint expect that it's so imba this year. Perhaps I was too myopic. I am rmbed last year this time, my main aim was to come in n make it to the team. HHas.. last time I just wanted to b some1 in the team than I was happy.. But last year I was also abit not focused n all and coupled with injury.. Just sianz.. I am just beginning to wonder whether is there really a light at the end of the tunnel.. After July the 14th, will I look back and noe that I have achieved something. I can go all out for the remaining 2 months. I tink shld b fine with me. But choices this year is ever so important and choosing the wrong path could just screw my future all up..
Hmm.. C how ltr 1st.. Strangely though.. I don't feel sad nor happy.. Just like nonchalant about the x-country. I only wish that all my guys can take it easy too. Cos they all put in the neccesary effort, but the standard was way beyond our imagination cos mayb we dunno the actual distance than nvr do prior proper research. So take it as a lesson and let's hope next year there will b J1s that will bcome J2s to take the lead n achieve something..
Random thoughts: Simple life..
When Will I Be Brave Again?? out
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