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Sunday, March 16, 2008

Hhas.. I am re-blogging in like almost 10hrs ltr.. But just needa write some things down.

I was looking back and staring into space this afternoon. Thinking of all dat has happened. All the things that I went through. Life that was more than the literal meaning of it. Yea.. U must b wondering wat the hell I am doin?? But then.. I just sieve through some old memmories things that are left all over my room. HHas.. the days that I thought that was right. It's amazing how at that particular time in ur life u tink that is the right way of life only to b rectified when u look back and laugh at how childish u're. Hhas.. It's just part and parcel of life I guess. Also.. I chance upon the thing that I used to keep. Very emotional as I looked at all those posts like so many years ago. It brings back memmories and serve as a reminder as how much we people have gone through. We hanker after glory, after riches, after power, but ultimately, when we reached the end of our life's journey, we take nothing of them away with us. A paradox of why we work so hard and be so nervous whenever a major exam or test comes rite??

But why do people still perservere on. Why do they still go after all these worldly possessions knowing that they can nvr own them fully. All I can say is humans are weird. I admit I am. Cos things we do when we view as 1st person or 3rd person is totally different. In that spur of that momment, things might look so right. So perfect. However, if we take a step back N look at the bigger picture, we might just laught at our insolent tinking.

Another thought also strike me. Sometimes we say things that we are unable to do. For example, we say that we love and care for somebody. But how much do we mean it?? I rmb some1 tellin me b4. The greatest things in the world happen when it's most silent. It made me think that our parents are the most ideal example of true love. They silently provide and still have to bear the brunt of our stress and fustrations that we abuse their love for. But no matter wat, they cry, they weep, they feel despodent, they still love us no less. They will always provide no matter wat happens. Be the 1st to share our joy or lift our sorrows. So in short, we have much more to learn about bein responsible for things we say. Actions speak louder than words. How true.. this sentence must sound.

Okay.. Must go sleep le.. tml's the 1st day of term2.. Well.. Things don't seem any better from term1, but stayin +ve is the 1st step to happiness =)

I hope this post can serve as an insight to those trying to find out more bout the meaning of life..

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