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Monday, March 31, 2008
Well today.. Haiz.. Just nothing to say.. The last part as usual. Nvr mind.. it's not gonna bother me. N it will nvr. But something makes me even more scared. Like the main purpose of running so long and hard is that.. call it human nature or anything.. But I really wanna achieve something b4 I leave this college or my short spell in track and field. It's offically 23more days. Yea.. 23rd April. The day that AJC track N field can revolutionize. So much rest on the performance of this. This year we got Eugene and Jinkee le.. Both of them are fast fast runners. So.. the remaining 2 to complete the perfect and chance for challenge for medal quartet is Mugi and me. Well.. for me.. I noe wat I want. But I dunno whether it will b too late. It's a long shot but as long as I have the mental belief. Something that has eluded me since J1. As long as 7th, 10th and 20+th for the last 2 runners, we might be 4th or 5th. Yea.. that 1 is really the ultimate aim of all runners in AJ I guess. Something that Mr Tan our beloved coach has not experienced for a long long time.
Well.. in the past, he did achieve more than that. But this year. I dunno. It's within our grasp. It's down to out hunger. N wat Rama, Kang seng and Kent did last year. I so dunwan to dissapoint them. I must admit. That this X-country is our only real chance that we will get close to the untouchable 3. It's just a sad fact that I must admit. It's just like this. Things don't happen perfectly for me, but this year no matter up or down I just emo for like an hour and the next hour I am moving on to the future. Cos I so beliv that living in the past is not gonna change the past but focusing on the future cos that is still tangible.
Let's see wat happens in 23days time. I cried my heart out last year. I wish this year is tears of success...
Random thoughts: Will I achieve something that means so much to me. Something not say far but not say near. It's down to mental desire.
When Will I Be Brave Again?? out
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