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Saturday, March 29, 2008

Day 1 of the super hiong week ahead.

Okay.. today the 1st day of my super long week into April. 4x400m today was somewhat a misery for me. Well.. the good thing was that my start was good. Managed to keep pace with the leaders till 280m. The bad thing was that the last part wasn't as I planned. Just jammed. Haiz.. no discipline again. But I am over it le. I mean today's the 1st day only there is still tml, the day after and so much more.

Yeapz.. so now just chillin and c how it goes from here. Hmm.. this week mayb will also b too tired to listen or pay attention in class. Work will be undone so yea.. Haiz.. life of mine is just so sad. But amidst all the negatives, there are still things that I look forward to, things that happen already that will bring a smile to my face. HHas.. let's hope it continues this way. Well.. I dunno.. this year seems fairly different from all the past years. It seems more lonely than any of my past 17 years. Dunno why.. But just feel that way. Yea.. Just keepin a little more quiet than usual. Guess must b the growing up phase. No longer things are done when I want them. All things require effort. N even with effort, not many things can say b achieved. I learnt that lesson last year and this year. So that's just life I guess. We put in effort and await the outcome. If it's bad, than just heck N move on. If it's good than rejoice for it. The harsh reality of life but don't u agree that wat's makes life so beautiful also?? Yea.. so no matter wat. ALways look on the bright side. For when u look at the dark side, U will b wasting time and effort to tink on things that are settled but not things that are not done yet. There are so many things out dere that 1 can fight for.

Yea.. Off to shower and take the evening off for today. It's been a long long day and I am so looking forward to tml's 800m =)

Random thoughts: I decide to commit my time. Let's see the outcome after July. The last testament to my 2 years efforts. But without you, it is nothing. On a personal note, I wish the farmer dream of mine comes true instead of my current dream.

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When Will I Be Brave Again?? out
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