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Tuesday, January 8, 2008
It may not make sense to much of u all.. but here goes.. I dunno.. But it seems strange that history is repeating itself.. something that I do not wish will happen. But I am just a normal human being. I can't ctrl people's thoughts or noe wat they are. I am not sure whether it's just my problem or it is as such for others but they are able to control it well and not show it out. But I am not strong. Deep inside me.. There's the weak side of me. The 1 that I so won't show in front of others. But yea.. This is an important year n 1 that watever choices I make will b life changing. I dunno.. But I pray and wish that things will turn out okay.. But wat defines okay?? There are many interpretations to it. For some, having a roof and food on the table is okay.. For some, it is achieving great things that many yearn to happen. I do not easily let tears overcome me. Only if the event is really significant can it make me tear. N I am not afraid to admit that once I tear, I will usually tear alot. I am 1 that is happy most of the time but once I am sad, it will b a long long time.
I rmb consoling a frend back in last year November 2007. Shant disclose his name cos of his reasons. Yea.. he told me loads of stuffs which I thought I could understand, bout 'A's and all.. But I told him I understand and dat he shld just relax and let things run. He just said:" Nick, unless u can have the same experience, u cannot say that u understand me. Cos u don't. Not to b rude or watever, but just that some things needs to b experienced." I intially thought this was some nonsense, but now I understand his meaning. I mean somethings have to b experienced to fully understand wat is the meaning. I just wish that this period will pass soon. I really wish.. No matter wat.. I will still keep my smile up n face sch and sch mates and class mates with a smile =) But I wish one day, the happiness on my face will b a reflection of my heart..
When Will I Be Brave Again?? out
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