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Saturday, October 20, 2007

hmm.. I dont noe how to start this entry but its gonna b emo... cos after this is my yesterday thoughts, though it is not now..

Okay.. yea.. life's bad.. I mean I have to drop subs. Yea.. It really happens. I am just so dissapointed in myself. I dont really noe wat to say about myself. I mean.. Like reality hurts. It really hurts. I cant rmb the last time tears rolled down my face. It could most probably a few months back?? But when yesterday I left sch, left all my frends company, I just cried my heart out. Yea... the stars were really comforting. Looking back at this 2007 year. Many things happen. 1stly was coming to AJ for PAE. Yea.. really fun at that time. But I made a mistake which till today I still regret. Than life was terrible for the month of April N May. But soon I got over it and met nice nice people from 15/07. People who honestly care for u. People who I can say that r frends for LIFE!!! Yea... than life was pretty much surrounded by the vicious cycle of studying and so.. Haiz.. But due to my constant procrastination, things were left to the very last minute and yea.. It just sort of crumble yesterday..

Emotions were rampant when some in our class knew of some fate that the sch has sentenced us to. I really wanna to be the comforter. I really wanted. But I dint noe, I actually had to b comforted. I mean.. Haiz.. I dint expect it. I always believed I am a lucky boy. I thought so. Than reality hit me hard. I have to drop subs. It was really hurting honestly. I really feel the pain. But this is life I guess. Just life. I was totally loss yesterday. Really. But luckily got so many nice people ard me to cheer me up. Thanks to both of u.. really keepin me company till 10+ was really comforting for me =) than all those phone calls and msgs showing concern for me, were really greatly appreciated by me. I really thank all of u, my frends =) Without u all, I dunno wat will bcome of me. I seriously am grateful that in this dark world of mine, there are still u all to brighten wat seems so lost. THANK YOU!!!

Yea.. I dunno wat else to say le. I must c on mon wat happens.. Pray for the best. Life is as such and that makes it like so I dunno wat word to use. But I really like this life. All the unexpectedness things that happen, will only make me stronger and not weaker.. I can pull through de =) I noe I can.. Cos I have been through much more..

On another note, I dont like to mention their names, but to 2 of my bros that needs retest. I really wish u all the best. I want u all to do well. Work hard Ya. I will b always behind u all.. Not that I am any better but I really want to c u 2 in J2 next year, although we may be taking lesser subs together, but lets make the sacrifice counts. Must B strong and tell u each other u all can make it de =) I noe u all can de =)

Well.. thats all I guess.. I said alot le.. I tink I shall go n relax now..

Random thoughts: Wat is life without failure?? who will b dere for u when u fall??

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