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Thursday, October 25, 2007
Today, was really an insightful day for me. Yea.. PW OP was totally screwed for me. Not bcos of the comments given by Miss Ng that I thought that Is screwed. It's bcos of I noe it.. How can dat be??!! I dont noe. Nvr in my life did I tink that I screwed. Today was really 1 that I felt I did. Coupled with Miss Ng's comments, I think I was totally goner. Hmm.. I dunno wat to say but I just wanna tell the class that I am sorry for wastin their time in hearing all my bull.. I mean it was so smoky that I can even feel that I am smoking.
haiz.. Emo.. But I am okay le lah.. It's just dat when I recall today, it's sort of still haunt me abit.
Okay.. on a +ve note, I tink I can finally c the light. I mean for the 'A' levels subs that I am taking this year. I just needa put in more effort and focus!!! Yea.. than after that, I can do it.
Hmm.. For now.. I just dunno.. I really dunno.. There are many questions I want answered but than I dunno whether the answer I get is sastisfaactory. As such, I rather not bother bout it. Many questions on life.. Hmm.. I guess somethings are really puzzling.. I wish that every1 will b happy that's all.. But I want to b happy too. I dunno.. I just feel so alone. I may seem strong in sch laughing n joking, but that is all thanks to u all care and support 15/07. without u all, I dunno whether I can b happy. Yea.. I need support. My class giv me the care I need in sch, but when at home, I dunno.. These few days feel so lolss in life. Okay.. no more emo.. I must live with it. Blame myself. Cos all these were caused by me alone. ALONE. I made a big mistake and now I am paying all my debts.
Hmm.. Random thoughts: Dont have.. Not thinking..
When Will I Be Brave Again?? out
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